the cold now lives within me
the wind blows through my hair as if it were rehearsed
my heart is now numb and the heavy rain blinds my eyes
the sunshine feels miles away
im frezzing inside my skin
you left me
and you never looked back
you see, i used to be warm
before you dragged me out into the cold
before you told me you'd stand by me
i used to be beautiful
my heart felt the warmness of love
and when you said you'd be there,
i believed you
you left me out in the snow
you shut your door and you sealed it locked
and you did not even look to see if id cry
you shut your door on me
you left me holding on to yesterday
yesterday when you opened your arms to keep me warm
yesterday when you looked at me and saw love
you shut your house on me and you never looked back
you left me freezing in the cold
you set up fire in your house
and you used the wood i helped you chop
you did not even peep through the window
you left me freezing in the storm
i stood there covered in snow
i hoped that you'd return
or at least look to see if im ok
you left me out here and you never looked back
you remained warm inside your house and you did not even break
one of those days i started walking
i did not know into which direction i was headed
somewhere along that line i stopped hoping
i stopped believing
i stopped looking back
i couldnt make myself look back at you
i knew you wouldnt be there looking back at me
to you i had become a one of the snowman
cold and numb outside your house
unworthy of your love
undeserving of your kindness
to you i had become your past
